500th post

I have a great post in drafts for my 500th post here – it had links and special notices and all that crap, maybe I’ll do a 500* post (look, I made a sports reference)

I’m just dealing w/ everyday crap and some not everyday crap.

My doctor wants me to up my meds.  I’m hesitant and most likely won’t  maybe I’ll just start drinking during the day

Today is my dad’s birthday  HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY
today is 9 years in hell.

My mom is going for surgery on Tuesday. She broke her ankle again and needs to have pins insterted. I am gonna see her tomorrow.  It’s awesome that it’s Tuesday which in general is a BAD mental day for me to begin with.   I am just gonna keep my cell by my side and if they have a problem -fuck them